Not my glass slippers.

I am the one who knows you

I am the one who cares

I am the one who's always been there

-I Am the One from Next To Normal

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Hi there! :">

How are you all? Okay, it's a bit awkward. Lol, it's my first picture in my blog! 

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Every girl dreams of their Cinderella story scene. I'm sure this day isn't mine. These shoes aren't my glass slippers! You see, the graduating batch must wear high heeled shoes to practice for our graduation. Today was the first day of wearing these said heels. My whole foot got numb! I know it's not that high, I just don't wear heels. Not at all. I don't know if I could survive two weeks of this kind of suffering! I know it's for my own good and crap, but seriously, no. -_- I hate heels. 

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As I woke up, I felt like I had a hang-over. I hated waking up on a school day. Even worse, it's a heel day. I went downstairs to eat bread for breakfast. It was dark. I hated it when it was dark. My imaginations fled... I remembered the article that I read. "The Expressionless" I hated myself for reading that article. I thought it was more of an alien thing, it turned out to be a flipping ghost thing. I couldn't go upstairs by myself. I called my lovely maid and forced her to stay with me. While taking my shower, I couldn't close my eyes even though I know the shampoo's just by the corner of my eye. I talked with Ate Tit (yes, I call her that) while I was in the shower.My brother drove me to school. I saw my bathmates wearing heels. It just now hit me that I'm a senior. It felt like it was just yesterday when I laughed at an alumni because she was wearing her heels. Now, I'm the one being laughed at. It hurts, literally. Everyone was complaining. Going up four floors with heels isn't easy! School was typical. When I got home, we ate. I made the most awkward promise ever. My dad suddenly said "Bianca, promise me you won't have a boyfriend while you're in Australia. Have a boyfriend when you stop studying." I made a pinky swear. I don't really care about boys right now. Yes, it feels lonely. I don't need a real man to be with me, I have Niall and Aaron by my side!  

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I found this picture in tumblr. :)) It's funny. Well, if you've watched Next To Normal and Les Miserables you'll get it. :) 

I leave you with that. Have a good night everyone! :*

-Mabel. xx